December 2010
13 posts
So this is what love feels like
I’ve never been happier
happy
ive never been happier and i wont let it disappear
to feel the way i do,may only come once
nvm
change of events
im keeping this mother fucker and if anyone tries to stop me
imma hunt them down
:)
he’s mine
<3
today
i dont know if it my medication but ive been moody all day. Maybe its my korean soap operas getting to me..haha
he doesnt realize it yet but i am
it sucks its hitting hard and im hiding it so well
im proud
sadly very sadly
is it sad i already have an end time. where i know ill break my heart in the process and get heartbroken and he might break his,
i get yelled at everytime for this by my...
love
is it real
is this what i want
is this how i feels
its never been like this before and its scary
it punches me in the gut everytime
it feels like a burn in my chest
its butterflies in my stomach
nausea
worried
freakout
is this how its supposed to feel
that i feel all this and never happier
it happened so fast so quick
am i delousional
i told him
love part 2.
i cant stop feeling it
i dont want to not feel it
i want it.
please be real
please dont leave me
dont let me lose this feeling
idk if ill ever let myself open up like this
ever
moody
open
no secrets
truthful
real.
please dont dissappear
i finally have something ive wanted or so long
tried for, for so long
never had
for once i have it
please dont let me lose it
today
i let myself in and i let myself go
i finally let myself get involved
i felt something
im scared shitless
and im sick :(
Batman
or B-man or Brad. A very nice fellow that I have currently gotten to know lately and its been awesome. I was introduced to Brad by a friend in common, great old Bob I had met Bob through shows that my friends Camisado were playing. I sell their MERCH. Anyways I had been going through a rough patch of boys not men.. boys who had basically made me feel like shit. I had just gotten out of a couple...
